Doubt and Hope

Is doubt the result of letting satan into our minds?

I have prayed for healing. I have prayed that my spouse's heart would be softened. I have prayed that I could be a better witness or more effective witness.  I have prayed for understanding and strength and wisdom.

God has given me great strength, and I find wisdom in his word. I appreciate that many things are in accordance with God's schedule and not necessarily mine, but I so wish that He could touch the heart of this person I love and help me to be compassionate enough to be able to be forgiving, supportive and understanding. 

I get discouraged and wonder how it isn't evident that there is a significant impact on our family.  The kids and I no longer watch TV as it is just to risky to be exposed to unpredictable and negtive behaviour which is brought on by the drinking.  It is sad, but it doesn't seem to register that our family has changed.

It is so clear that alcohol is the poison of satan.  I am looking forward to answered prayer and will see how things go this week.  At least, there may be some help that is relevant and is linked to my Higher Power, Jesus Christ.  Lets just hope that it is a smooth ride to get there.

God bless,