Analysis

So an opportunity presents itself.  I am not certain I agree that the candidate who has self identified is the best person.  I am not sure that I could do a better job administratively, but know that I have the skills to offer and may be able to do the job with God's will.  I am praying and seeking God's will and discernment about what is the most appropriate thing to do before I put my name forward.

I am disappointed in the group that I am working with as I feel that I am not on the same spiritual level and have different priorities.  I am disappointed that the next meeting is booked while I am
away.  I am getting the sense that maybe it is better just to step away and leave things in God's hands.

I also feel that it means that I am not answering the call that I should. That I should be stepping up and serving God even though I might not be on the same page.  Is it supposed to be an up hill battle?  Is it that I need to have more faith in God to move forward and let things fall where they may?

I am so uncertain and really don't know.  I could put my name forward and see what the selection process results in.  I will not be insulted, but sense that the other person may take it personally.  I believe that it is a role of team building and not a role for questioning, undermining and eroding the the cohesive progress already made.

May I be the clay that God would have me be and conform to the role that I need to.

God bless.