How could he? I was honest. I shared that I had confided in our friend and he has alienated himself. He has told the kids that this friend said I should divorce him. He will not let our friend come over and has even given our friend the finger and call this friend a horrible name in front of the kids.
How can such callous and immature behaviour be tolerated? How can he continually keep isolating us from those who were are friends? Why is it okay for him to tell people things about our marriage and it is unacceptable for me? Why am I supposed to respect marriage vows with someone who has shunned any semblance of a relationship with God? How is this right? I feel like I am reaching the limit of what can be tolerated. I am so tired of this unchristian behaviour. Where did the man I sat with in marriage preparation go? Where did the man who didn't drink every night disappear too? How long am I supposed to deal with this? What is the line in the sand that is beyond the acceptable?
I feel like giving up some times. Lord please grant me strength and stamina.
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