I sometimes kick myself when I realize that I have been agonizing over a problem and have ignored the most obvious. Take it to God in prayer??? Why is it sometimes the very last thing I think of?
I have prayed and prayed about his drinking! Something changed and thought the drinking has not stopped completely, it has reduced significantly. So why do I forget to be thankful for this? Why do I forget that it will take time for our relationship to heal? Why do I forget that God should be at the forefront and be the first I take the challenges to?
I know that God is working in his own way, but I have expressed to my husband there are only two things I want right now. To go to counselling together and for him to come to church with me. I am praying that he can see his way through to do meeting these though it has been over a month since I expressed this to him.
I will keep praying, but am truly thankful for the change in him and the progress so far. I know that God will help us and that we need His help to keep going and pray that I don't forget to lean on God all the way. The days when emotions interfere. The days when a drink seems more important. The days when I am not paying attention. The days when I need to be more supportive, attentive and forgiving.
Praying for continued progress and further distance from the drinking and praying that everything gets worked out.
God bless.
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