I feel like the tension is just getting thicker. He agreed to see the counsellor which at first I was really excited about. Now his mood just seems to be getting darker and distant. It feels like he is against met. I mess up and all hell breaks loose. I paid all the bills and it left little money in the bank and I am in trouble for it. I forgot about the truck payment so there is nothing left in his account.
I wish I knew how to deal with him. He berated the kids when we got home last night and then was angry with me for leaving no money in the bank. It just underlines the message conveyed that I don't seem to do anything right.
Praying that tomorrow goes well and that it is a positive step foirward.
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
John 16:33 New International Version (NIV)
